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how i’m feeling now
Pop · 2020 · 11 tracks · 37m

how i’m feeling now

A frantic, deeply intimate document of isolation. Blown-out hyperpop production collides with raw bedroom diary entries about love, anxiety, and longing.

May 15, 2020 · Asylum Records

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Metallic, blown-out synths rattle the floorboards while vocals bleed through a cheap laptop microphone, raw and unpolished. Recorded in the claustrophobic heat of lockdown, these songs feel like a late-night panic attack on a crowded, digital dancefloor. You are pulled between abrasive, distorted basslines and the quiet ache of bedroom diary entries. It is a sweaty, neon-lit rush of anxiety and devotion, captured in real time from the edge of an unmade bed.

Tracklist · 11 Tracks · 37m
01
pink diamond
2:04
02
forever
4:03
03
claws
2:29
04
7 years
3:15
05
detonate
3:39
06
enemy
3:43
07
i finally understand
2:32
08
c2.0
3:41
09
party 4 u
4:57
10
anthems
2:52
11
visions
3:50
Moments Worth Listening For
01pink diamondThe opening track 'pink diamond' erupts immediately with an abrasive, industrial-grade noise loop that mimics a blown-out speaker cone.
03clawsThe frantic, stuttering vocal chops on 'claws' build into a hyper-kinetic, glitching pop hook that feels both manic and sweet.
11visionsA sudden, euphoric trance-inspired synthesizer breakdown on 'visions' closes the album by transforming isolation into a solitary bedroom rave.
Reviews
Clash9/ 10
“Charli starts and ends with hard disorienting club bangers, leaving the middle of the album space to expose her tenderness and vulnerability while still retaining her futuristic, unpredictable sound and penchant for an irresistible pop hook”
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Exclaim!
“It’s fun and sometimes silly, made on the fly and under a tight deadline. But it’s desperate too — a frenzied call for release, an ode to the love that keeps us going, and further proof that no other pop artist today can make the digital sound so disarmingly human”
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The Line of Best Fit
“Charli XCX has proved that music really can be made anywhere, with anything, during a period where the world is on pause, and still sounds like the future is hers to play with”
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Consequence of Sound
“The avant-pop artist documents her time in quarantine with the help of her fans”
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AllMusic4/ 5 stars
“More than just an interesting social media experiment or a way to fend off quarantine boredom, it’s an artistic challenge that’s true to the very best parts of XCX’s music”
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The Independent4/ 5 stars
“A brash, adventurous lockdown album”
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The Quietus
“While not life-altering, how i’m feeling now is fun, fast and thoroughly listenable. It’s absorbing as a document from a strange period, and its diaristic, vloggy aspects provide an intriguing peek into artistry under pressure”
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musicOMH
“A cultural landmark, a record of what we’re all going through together, something to show our grand-kittens and, at its core, just a really good record”
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NME4/ 5 stars
“Written and recorded in just five-and-a-half weeks, this wonky pop record perfectly encapsulates the disorientating mood of our current, bizarre times”
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Pitchfork7.7/ 10
“The British electro pop artist sings of love, loneliness, and solo partying across an album built in and made for this very moment”
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PopMatters
“Charli XCX uses her isolation as inspiration for a brand new record conceived during the pandemic. How I’m Feeling Now captures the frustrations and pleasures of confinement with a feisty attitude”
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Slant Magazine
“The album speaks to our current circumstances without being exclusively tethered to them”
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